When that second shoe hits it hits hard.......

Hello everyone,

I hope everyone is doing okay as they read this, I always wish that my friends are doing good because I want them to have better luck than myself which I can quite assure you wouldn't be hard. So basically the reason I got on here was because I needed to vent a little bit and I wanted to put off doing my presentation paper on Nietzsche a little bit longer. So my last week has been very interesting, because of work I have had my sleep cycle destroyed, I can no longer fall asleep at midnight or even one am most of the time, I always end up tossing and turning till about three thirty or four in the morning before falling asleep and then trying to wake up a few hours later. This has not made for a good week in itself. I found out a couple fun facts this week that made life all that more lovely as well, for starters a family friend, the father of one of my good friends is very sick and is going to have to go the hospital in St. Louis for a few weeks to take treatments to try to remove his illness, this was a great shock to me because I have known this man all my life and would have never thought of him being sick or much less being able to become sick. When I think of this guy I put him in league with my father which is the scarier part, my dad is older and doesn't get out as much anymore, I am always constantly worrying about my dad. He has been there for me no matter what and in my opinion is by far the best human being on this planet, as with all my hypothesis I have facts to back this up so I'm not wrong. The next thing is the same night I found this all out my previous girlfriend decided to call me after two months of not talking, I enjoyed finding out she has been seeing someone for the past month and a half, that I know this guy but she won't tell me who it is and doesn't expect me to find out for quite sometime. I broke things off with her and I still feel it was for the best, I want her to be happy, she deserves that but she just had bad timing with putting it in my face even if she wasn't trying to. The next thing that I had occur was that I found out over the internet last night that the previous girl I saw was in a horrible car accident which literally demolished her car and spent a good day or so in the hospital. I had no idea of this and she ended up telling me this over AIM, better yet I work with this girl and I came to find out that people at work knew about it yet said nothing to me about it. That really floored me, this girl had been seeing another guy for a while now and I was fine with it and have moved on, we only saw each other for a little while but in that sort span of time she made a deep impression on me that I don't think I could get rid of if I wanted and it scared me to think that she could have died and I wouldn't have known. So I have had all these things on my mind and I have a presentation due on Tuesday that is suppose to last around twenty minutes. Oh joy to me, I couldn't concentrate today at all so I ended up at the gym where I sort out all my trouble and after about twelve miles of running I finally had to stop cuz I couldn't feel my legs anymore, truthfully that hit in around the eleventh mile but I didn't care enough at that point to stop. So here I am now trying to write out this presentation that I need to turn into the teacher tomorrow and then present on Tuesday and let me say, it is going well. So I hope everyone out there that this reaches is doing okay and is not experiencing anything like this, with that said I am sure there are those out there that have it worse, but this is my blog so I get to complain here right............ Yeah, thought so.

P.S. On a good note I got my Ipod back, thank god