What it means to be a hopeless Romantic

What does it mean to be a hopeless romantic? An interesting question you might say but one I think that has a simple answer. This answer to me is to believe. The past few years for me in relationships have been a very rocky road. In and out of relationships never finding exactly what I was looking for. Will admit this has left me a little jaded and pushed me to the point where I wanted to reject my hopeless romantic side all together but now I have realized that would be the worse thing I could do. Maybe true love isn't possible, maybe fate isn't real at all but to me the world is what we make it to be, so I get to decide and I decided that I will find what I am looking for one day. At the moment I realize I am not mature enough to know exactly what I want or what is right for me but I also know for sure that I will realize it and when I do I will find it. I won't settle for anything else. It has been a while since I posted a blog and I have been really busy in the last month but during that time I have realized things and this is one of them. What is life without happiness, joy and the butterflies you feel when you fall for someone. I decided that it is something I don't want to live my life without so I won't.