I'm sick of thinking up titles where I don't think I need one.
So how is everyone these days, I know I haven’t been on here as of late but I have been busy. As for me things are going pretty well, all my classes are starting to get nuts with lots of things due, I took on some new projects for work which includes testing my cashiers to make sure they know their stuff, I am really enjoying writing out this quiz, uh huh. Anyway news wise I have seen nothing major worth noting, last night WB 11 did a piece on how there are less women toilets in the new Bush Stadium then there are men’s by around 38 I think, wow, this is horrible and I know it could destroy the new stadium. Well actually it is against state law but this is still me, not caring, you know the news is desperate for stories when it reports on a toilet shortage. The only thing else that is going on is that a friend has been talking to me about this guy she has a big crush on and how scared she is to ask him out. She has butterflies and I keep having to put her back on the path of asking him out because she is scared to do it. She says she has never asked a guy out and she doesn't know how to do it, so I told her well you got me on that because I have never asked a guy out as well, but I have a few girls in my time and I told her what anyone would, just go for it. Win or lose at least she took the chance and I think that is a victory in itself. You know I find myself jealous of her in some ways, it has been a long time since I felt the way she is right now, I have not found anyone who even remotely gets me like that since last fall and I miss it. The girl I knew then I dated for a little bit and I was pretty happy for that short period, I don't want her back, when we ended it we did so on a mutual understanding of why it wasn't going to work, I just miss the feeling and the ability to hold her. She got me so addicted to holding her, we were at this bar one night with some friends and as she sat in the chair next to me she leaned into me the entire night and I just held her, I can still remember thinking that I never wanted that night to end. While I am happy being single because I am doing a lot of things right now that I feel I need to before I get involved with anyone again I miss those moments, any other type of happiness is hard to measure against those because they seem perfect to me. The time I spent with that girl will forever be perfect to me, the first night I talked to her for seven hours about nothing, our first date to the horrible movie that we made fun of the entire time all the way to our final date where I surprised her with a concert and flowers which is in my all time top five nights of my life. These are the type of moments I live my life for and look forward to finding again. Do you guys have any moments like these? Let’s take a poll of these night, these moments that you will never forget, let’s see what everyone has and comment them. Later guys
posted by 4man at 12:44 PM
2 Comments:
Ill comment in the order that makes sence with your blog.
I agree, it has been awhile since i have felt how that girl felt. But like you, i am quite content being single. I have about a month before i move from indianpolis back to good ol' Mt vernon illinois. so this means 2 things. One) No time to really get into any relationship here and two) lord knows that ill forever be single in mt vernon, just beacause i refuse to settle down there.
However on the other hand. I empathize with how you feel. Its been awhile since i've had a significant girlfriend (the irony of indianapolis, there are lots of girls to go out with, there is just a shortage of them with all the things my selective self looks for). But i can never forget the feeling of just the presence of someone you care about. and i Do, miss those moments as well.
and finally (to answer the real question) yes i've had moments like that. Moments ill never forget. quite a few aren't exactly G rated... ill stay away from those as i don't think thats what you're referring to here.
There was one night in the spring, my girlfriend and i went out with a blanket and just layed there looking up at the sky. We named as many constelations as we could, but neither of us being astronomy wiz's we had to start making them up, it was fun. I ended up finding a pac - man constelation. It was a good night.
That sounds like that was an awesome night eric and I understand what you mean about not wanting to settle down in mt. vernon. Thanks for the story bud, later.
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